Enjoy life! That’s the message up at the top there. I reckon if that sometimes means breaking a rule, or forgetting there are any rules, and dealing with the consequences later, then that’s what we should do, and not beat ourselves up over it. Incidentally, I used to sometimes relax into the high blood sugar stupor that came from lots of chocolate and not enough insulin and pretend I was on drugs. Much cheaper. Pump now, much more well behaved. And enjoying life more.